Who do you think you are..

Mode: pissed

heyy.. im kinda pissed right now.. after goin thru my litanny.. oh well. im sorry if i just filled out my blogspot just now.. (my bad..) been caught up with lots of things these past few weeks..

oh well.. so what made me pissed now?.. its all about this one guy.. (its L.. ) who im tryin to holla at earlier.. but didnt find time to say hey or hello before leaving.. good thing i have another ym.. (which I kno he forgot, that it still existin..) i logged out to my first ym.. and logged on to the other one.. and i found out that he is still online on my other ym account.. stupid.. soo stupid.. ..

who do you think he is?.. i dunno what I did for him to do such act.. was he mad at me last sunday? for i sed gudbye. (reasonin out that I was tired..) but to hell with my actions.. I didnt do such things for him to feel that he's out.. or whatever..

I am pissed off. soo damn pissed. i dunno what are his reasons.. one thing I know.. im beggining to hate him a lot..

I know you love me...

heyy. im freakin bak!. its been blah days or lemme say a week now, that I haven't blog.. what the?.. im freakin lazy not to mention my being praning kept me out of sanity last week.. so what I been up to? oh well nothin much.. i just work, work, work..and work.. need i say much?.. nothin excitin happened last week.. my convo's with L were nothin special.. didn't talk sweet the last week.. he was so darn busy, and i kept myself busy too.. to cut it short. our love story is kinda boring.. yah.. lemme spell that out to you its B-O-R-I-N-G as hell.. lol..

oh, yah! been plannin too much about my life.. i am rearranging mylife u kno. to make it more exciting and yah worthwhile.. im not in the mood right now to list my plans.. lol. as always.. i am f@ckin busy.. lol.. so there.. nothin much to share.. L is online right now. and yah I guess he's darn busy to open a convo..

till next.. i kno u love me.. xoxo.lol

I can be alone..

heyy.. this is a mellow-dramatic day.. as in.. while im blogging this piece.. my tears are falling down.. . well currently. L is very busy talkin to another girl.. and she wasn't ordinary girl.. he tried to holla at her before, but the thing was she was talkin to someone before.. that's why their lovestory didnt click that time.. and now they're starting to get close again.. and now.. what I am doin is waiting for him, but he never took the time to talk to me nor to say what u doin..

heyy. life gets tough each day.. though he told the girl that he's not looking for a girl now.. but i feel sumthing.. he wouldnt take time to talk to this girl, if he doesnt like her..

oh well.. ill let him be.. I can be alone.. i can watch a sunset on my own.. ..

Enough sed L.. obviously u didn't want to stick around.. so i learnt from you-kate nash

make me whole..

heyy.. wb!!hahaha.. urghh been damn tired to blog again last nyt.. im here in my office. no classes yet so might as well blog things first.. what had transpired last nyt? oh well L had his drama episode.. i made fun of him and he then got irritated and started saying that he didnt want to talk to me.. and then he stopped replying to my msgs.. oh well damnit.. no worries.. he's so confident that I can't resist him ryt? . well surprise L.. i won't initiate a convo again.. as in.. what does he think about me?.. damn it.. ( did i say damn it?)lol..

enough sed.. don't want to talk about him now.. he's still not yet online.. and i won't text him EVER..

what happened today? i had an early trip to Robinsons.. ate at a fancy restaurant. ( if greenwhich is a fancy resto.. yah sure..) i opened an account in BPI.. oh yah. its just an e-cash. but i need it tho.. to get rid off my cash.. (as if I have cash)hahahaha.. and then i paid my globe bill. yay! after like 2 mons..hahahaha.. i then met fio and had a lil chit-chat with her at cheesecake.. me and my latte babiie.. lol..

so there currently.. i am listening to azure's song " Stick with u".. oh yah.. i remember. someone told me that this was his song for me.. hahaha.who's that guy btw?.. hahahaha.. too insignificant to be remembered.. i just want to fill out the spaces of this blog that's why i mentioned it.lol..

nothin much to blog .. i have to get ready for my class with phoebe.. and oh yah. L hasn't go online yet.. won't wait tho.. . im all gud..

(to be continued).. i still checked tho if he was online..hahahaha.. (can't resist)

Its nice being adored by sumone i adore the most..

heyy.. im here again after like 3days of not bloggin..lol.. so what's up with me?.. oh well. we talked last weekend.. and yah i was soo happy.. we didn't talk about much about our feelings.. still the same convo.. nothingness.. but i am still happy.. cheerful and hopeful..

Wat's the height of our today's convo?.. oh well.. he told me that I am the girl he used to adore.. i kno it sounded soo past .. who knows?lol.. currently, I am listening to the song.. " if ur not the one.." and hell yeh.. it moves me.. . hahahaha.. nah-dah im just inlove.. and i wanna just say heyy to my neglected blogspot..
before i end this .. I have one question.. " Is there anyway that I can stay in his arms?" lol


I was just happy hearing his lines..hope to hear more.. lovin L.. as in..
(to be continued)

sweet talkins are GAME OVER

.. heyy.. i forgot to blog last night.. been caught up with lots of work.. nah.. im just totally lazy.. no time to do stuff.. to check friendster.. mail and yeh my blog..

so what ive been up to.. well NOTHIN. i am so preocuppied with my work and chattin..hahahaha.. (work and L babiee).. yeh we talked last nyt and yeh tonyt too... nothin special tho. we just talked and played around.. he was actually tryin to sound kool. and.. doesnt open up about his feelings.. i thot i can blog now his everday emotions and feelings about ME.. but nah.. he just joked around.. How can I initiate sweet talkin if he's always like that.. danG!..

Well. i wanna vent out pala my FEELINGS about my student.. damnit.. he's really testing my patience.. he really wants to see my DARK SIDE.. well, ur wish is my command ANDREW.. u play again on our class. and UR DEAD.. i swear.. hahahahahaha

they're there.. i'm here. nah. i hope I cna go home now.. i am really sleepy.. but Boo and J ann are still busy doin sum stuff.. danG! i miss my BED bigtime.. and my pillow.. i wanna hold it TYT na..haaaaaaaaY!


(to be continued)

he's deadma..hahaha

I'm here in the office.. nothin much to do.. so i myt as well blog things.. uhmmm.. my baby-love is online ryt now.. but nah.. he's deadma.. i dunno why he's not saying Hey.. maybe later.. maybe not.. watever is his respond.. im not gonna let myself affected today.. I am happy.. I am carefree.. and i have a great day ahead..

(to be continued).. ciao!